His LoVe

It’s a smile…

Children’s laughter

It can also be tears that roll over my cheeks

Yet it brings comfort

And it eases.

It is the ocean…

The subtle waves

It is the sky, vast and high

Yet it can be reach

And it can be felt.

It is the breeze that softly whispers

It is the wind that gently blows

Yet it is steady

And it is there to stay.

It is the sun that gives light to my life

It is the moon and the stars during my night

Yet it shines even brighter

And it will not cease.

It is the green meadow, the fresh air

It is the stream that gushes in rough stones

Yet it goes smoothly

And it will find its way.

It is the music that caresses my soul

It is the fire that brings warmth to my cold heart

Yet the flame glows forever

And it will be gone never.

It is the song my heart sings

It is the happiness my heart unfolds

It is love my heart feels

Simply, it is God’s Love!

'til the last beat stop

If only my heart contracts voluntarily, then I could control its beating.

But now, I can’t let it stop though a gnawing pain locks here in my heart.

I wonder why it never gets tired, when to God I already cried…to take it all away…’til the last beat stop.

If only it would be too easy…to just walk away… in this seemingly suicide inanity.

Is love also a continuous tradeoff?

Or is this dilemma just rooted from a self-inflicted pain or maybe paranoia?

I want to shout inconsolably ‘til someone hears my heart as my heart pants for love.

I want to feel love…see love… not just hear love.

Is love really there that I just fell short to see? Or just lies maybe…

I don’t want to shed anymore tears that pour like the patter of the evening rain.

But as I contained this mounting pain…it seeped through my whole being…slowly drowning me ‘til it’s hard to breathe.

I’ll just wait until I’m numb and bear no more pain…not even love…for love gone stale…

’til the last beat stop…’til it’s finally over.